Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Watch Pot Never Boils

I've sooo been looking forward to getting some relief from these hemorrhoids since my last radiation. Last week I made excuses as to why I still had them.. my body needed time to recover from the radiation. This week.. I thought any day now. Last night I was up late, soaking in the tub, praying and crying.. I know people get these all the time.. but is there an end.. I'm deep into a month now and I just want to be able to walk normally from place to place. Plan a day out of this house and not worry these will get me down or I'll get stuck in a public bathroom. I'm calling my dr. today to see if there is anything i haven't tried.. in hopes a little relief is in site.. I start radiation again on July 14. Thanks for being here for me to vent to.. I'll keep you posted. Debbie

3 comments:

stephanie said...

I hope that you start to feel better soon and that the Doctor can recommend something to provide you some relief and you can actually enjoy your last few days before starting radiation again. Focus on the postive and just remember that you are a very strong woman and you can and will get through this.

Stephanie

Colleen said...

Oh Debbie I'm sorry and hope your doc can get you something! Vent away. Ugh, I can't even imagine. Hugs and prayers to you. You are strong and amazing.
Love, Colleen

Julie said...

Let us know what the drs. say _ I so hope they can tell you to try something different! I'll ask around to see if anyone knows some ways to get relief! Hang in there! Thinking of you!!