Wednesday, July 2, 2008

After effects of radiation

Ok, I'm now getting the after effects of radiation. I am soooo darn tired. I think I could sleep a whole day. I know that would probably be ok but I struggle to think I'm giving in or wasting a day. My OBGYN called in meds for my hemorrhoids it seems to be helping a little.. but each time I go it's a huge strain and takes a lot of energy. It's hard for me because I'm even to tired to smile.. and I try to put on this happy face.. I just know everyone sees right through it.. I hate not being me.. I'll keep praying to get better and maybe give in and take that long nap. Thank you for your prayers.. Love Debbie

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are so right!!! We can all see right through you and see the wonderful, intelligent, loving young lady that has become a special part of our family and life. You are so special. Getting your rest, is not giving in. It is just building your strength. We love you, Curt & Chey. Keep on trucking!!
Love, Karen

brennan said...

Maybe this is a way of your body saying "HEY GIRL! slow down, take a break, rest". This is not a sign of giving up. Just look at it this way the more you rest you get the more energetic and vibrant you will be. Let someone take care of you instead of you trying to take care of everyone. "HELLER" we are coming up this weekend and need you to be well rested. We love you and miss you, and you will always be in our prayers.

Colleen said...

I'm so sorry you're not feeling 100%((HUGS)) I so agree with Karen and brennan...get your rest, take a break... it's not giving up, it's 'recharging'... We love you!!