Monday, December 8, 2008
Worry Wart..
Hello.. hope you all had a great weekend. Busy as usual for me but fun. So I thought I'd share with you what's running through my brain so maybe you guys can help me push through it. Of course my Dr. appt. is coming soon... so underneath the fun Deb is a little... make that a lot of worry. Worry what they will find.. worry that it is so close to Christmas.. worry that if they do find something they will have to act immediately. I honestly think I have developed a small ulcer but I won't let it stop me. I'm out to make sure I have all the shopping done and little to do things done before my appointment. I'm still going 100% and happy but the happy and the worry are starting to fight each other.. :-) Hell, I'm a woman.. it's natural for us to worry.. I will get through it.. I've been doing a lot of praying.. asking you guys to do so to and help a sista out. Curt has left to go out of town for a couple of days so I won't feel bad hitting the streets and getting the shopping done, but include him in your prayers while he travels. you know how sometimes we women feel better after a good cry.. I just may get an opportunity to do it and get it out of my system.. please don't feel sad for me.. I'm good. I just needed to share today. Have a good Monday and I'll check back in soon. Love you all. Deb
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Please remind me when your appt. day is? I've been thinking about it, I knew it was getting close. Was wondering how u are holding up? Now I know! I'm glad you share with us; Your thinking is normal. Continue to stay positive; I pray that you will have inner peace; you are great, strong, and I know you BELIEVE! Thinking of you everyday!
BELIEVE
Be Positive and all good things will come
Be Negative and you let bad things invade.
All will be fine- JUST BELIEVE and BE POSITIVE
My prayers are with you and your family
One thing you have to remember, even though its human nature to worry whether your a woman or a man, is you have to believe and keep saying Lord there is nothing that is going to happen today that you and I cant handle together, and beleive on that. Think of the footprints in the sand poem, in your darkest, lowest, and saddest times he is CARRYING you and your family. My prayers have not stopped for you, Curt or Cheyenne and they will never.
You are a very, VERY strong woman Deb and you have a HUGE support group that is here for you and your family.
"I KNOW NOT WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS...BUT, I "KNOW" WHO HOLDS THE FUTURE!"
I LOVE YOU ALL,
JPH
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