Sunday, June 8, 2008
Hormones !! :-@
Oh my god.. i think it's hit. My mood changes every 5 minutes. (EVERY emotion you can imagine... lesser of them all is the happy go lucky me..) worse than PMS... I'm hoping Curt and Cheyenne can cope with this.. Glad I'm going to the Dr. tomorrow!! I've even gone back online looking up my diagnosis.. (done with that, i promise!) I fear the ones closest to me will suffer my temperments and not be able to understand or handle it.. I've become very vocal in my thoughts.. I feel like that movie "Liar Liar" :-) where if you ask me or I feel it... I say it. I read a quote at the end of my friend Shelly's email that makes me feel a little better about what I'm going through. it reads "Be who you are, say what you feel. Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind". I pray for help with my emotions and strength for my friends to hang in there for me.
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HEY, Hang in there, you are going through alot right now your body has to get used to all the changes. The mood changes go with the surgery you just had. Sometimes it helps just to let it all out.(get on the 4-wheeler and go out to the back, beat on a tree. and yell your head off put a rug on the fence and beat it. I broke 2 brooms doing that) Your friends and family will understand and forgive you. PMS is a short term,small hormone level change, You have just gone through a huge hormone change and the treatments on top of that. Tell them what to expect.. and apoligize ahead of time..Then when you do let it all out you can apoligize again..Hot flashes don't help either Tell Curt to put an extra blanket on and turn down the air. Beleive it or not a hot bath will make you feel a little better when you get out. I have had many in the middle of the night. the air set on 50 and I wake up sweating. I would slip off to the hottub for a quick dip..then back into the 50' room helps alot..Your family is strong too. They are going through alot too.. Keep busy on something else.
we are all here for you. We all love you. Eunice
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