Thursday, June 26, 2008

Hello my friends

Thanks so much for continuing to write! I thought I'd come back to this site as abandoned as I had left it.. I apologize for leaving you for a few days.. I chose to spend my time with Chey at cheer camp. One to spend it with her and two for my love of cheerleading... I got the best of both. I choose to continue living my dreams and not let this cancer stop me. Yes, I'm exhausted.. yes, I'm still in pain.. that sometimes can make me cry and take me to the ground. Was it worth it. YES.. every minute of it.. You'll be proud of me.. I laid around most of the day and believe it or not I'm planning on going to bed in a few minutes. I promise to catch you up on everything tomorrow. I'm a little nervous about Friday's treatment as it's Friday again and the last one wasn't so good to me. However, I have to look at the good side.. Monday will be my last one for 2 weeks!!!! I told them I wanted confetti, bells and whistles on Monday to celebrate.. of couse they laughed.. which means I still have my since of humor and can still make people laugh. :-) I love you guys and appreciate your support more than you will ever know.

3 comments:

Julie said...

SO glad to "hear" you in your post! I'm glad you took some time off and had a great time w/ Chey...she will cherish memories like that for a lifetime...and so will you!! I'm glad this is your "last Friday" for a while and I hope you won't be in too much pain. I pray that you stay stong and that your hurt will go away. Think positive and let God help you...you can do it Deb...WE ALL BELIEVE IN YOU !!! Love you!

shellyb said...

Play in the Day Your In!!!

Beaten down, battered, broken, afraid.
Will pain go away if I'm strong?
While tears flow copiously, I have prayed
That weeping can't be wrong.

Understanding, attentive, patient and real.
You reach out and I'm alive.
Again tears flow freely as I truly feel
Now I'm ready to survive

Breaking that veritable wall of darkness.
Cautiously backing away to see,
Assembling all truth I sincerely confess
In this day I can be free

Who knows the reasons? Who is to say
Why we live through what we must
It's taking each moment as gift for today
That will grow to love and trust

So now, I play in the day I'm in
Productive as I can be
Living here, Loving now, is how I win
And keep life alive for me.



Stay Strong and "BELIEVE" I love you!!!

Anonymous said...

Debbie, Bobby was wondering as was I about the absence. I am so happy to hear that you and Chey were spending time together. Let me know if you want me to add you to our Ancestry list and I will e-mail you an invitation from the Family Tree. Curt presents a problem since to me he is part of both sides of my family, as are you and Chey. I have it back to the early 1800 and it has both the Sallee's and the Matlock's. As Uncle Bill would say, "Keep on trucking." You know he's rooting for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love and Kisses, Karen