Good appointment.

Thursday, March 4th 2010.. Dr. appt at 9:30 went very good. In more ways than one. I had a mental break through not break down.. break through.. So Dr. comes in and does his thing.. says all looks good. He needed a reminder why he has been doing CT scans every other appt. I told him he wanted to make sure all is good with a scan, he smiled and said ... really, he was doing them more for my sanity and we both smiled. (I knew he was right) So he said for our next appt. in 4 mth. we would do one more scan and then he would talk to me about going to every 6 mths. It was then I realized I had to embrace the good news that I am doing good and there is a good possibility we zapped the cancer with radiation and I actually may be in the clear. Although he says what I have is not a cancer that goes into remission. why? I don't know.. but I never want to be off my toes.. I just think it would be easier holding on to the fact I have it.. and if the cancer hit again, the shock factor wouldn't be as bad as the first time. I will soon be hitting my 2 year mark. That is HUGE.. Actually it has went by very fast.. I have NO regrets and I'm very proud of how me and my family started LIVING the life we are living. I believe the statment is true that things like these make us stronger. Many of you have said this has helped you in your lives.. I pray that it continues to inspire you to LIVE the life you want to live and not the life you think you need to live. :-) I'll be talking to you again soon. Love Debbie