Where have I been

You know i really couldn't tell ya where I've been.. Fast paced living I guess. Sure is fun. Enjoying the nice spring weather one day and the day of spring we have snow.. really.. and then.. if that wasn't weird enough, because we already had snow in Feb. our family didn't even bother to go out in it and make snowmen. Now you know it's bad when you live in Texas and you don't get excited about snow. I'm working on a project right now.. don't want to blow my cover until it comes true.. i'm praying daily that it works out.. just another Dream I'm trying to make come true. This one is pretty big and may bring everything full circle.. I hope next time you hear from me I'm shouting it out to everyone.. rest assure it's not another child.. haha.. summer is just around the corner.. be sure to plan something big and fun for yourself and for your family.. Live Laugh and Love.. :-) Debbie

Good appointment.

Thursday, March 4th 2010.. Dr. appt at 9:30 went very good. In more ways than one. I had a mental break through not break down.. break through.. So Dr. comes in and does his thing.. says all looks good. He needed a reminder why he has been doing CT scans every other appt. I told him he wanted to make sure all is good with a scan, he smiled and said ... really, he was doing them more for my sanity and we both smiled. (I knew he was right) So he said for our next appt. in 4 mth. we would do one more scan and then he would talk to me about going to every 6 mths. It was then I realized I had to embrace the good news that I am doing good and there is a good possibility we zapped the cancer with radiation and I actually may be in the clear. Although he says what I have is not a cancer that goes into remission. why? I don't know.. but I never want to be off my toes.. I just think it would be easier holding on to the fact I have it.. and if the cancer hit again, the shock factor wouldn't be as bad as the first time. I will soon be hitting my 2 year mark. That is HUGE.. Actually it has went by very fast.. I have NO regrets and I'm very proud of how me and my family started LIVING the life we are living. I believe the statment is true that things like these make us stronger. Many of you have said this has helped you in your lives.. I pray that it continues to inspire you to LIVE the life you want to live and not the life you think you need to live. :-) I'll be talking to you again soon. Love Debbie

And we had Fun, Fun, Fun on our cruise ship while we were awaaaay

Wow!! we had an amazing time on the cruise. I can't say enough good things about it. We are back heading home and feeling so blessed to have had the opportunity to take this trip. Think it was due for us all. It amazes me that it takes something like this to remind you to lighten up on life. I was telling Curt on the way home a little while ago.. how all those list of things to do just didn't seem so important anymore.. i mean i know they are but we sometimes let those stress us out and it's not worth it. I can check off the list to Swim with the Dolphins or maybe... add it back to do it again. :-) It was everything i dreamed and MORE.. ahhhh. Pictures won't do it justice but of course i'm gonna show you anyway.. As we head back home.. i'm reminded i have a Dr. appt this Thur. but seem to be a little less worried about it as I was just a few days before the trip. maybe that is why I do these little trips.. my therapy as well as our family. Enjoy the photos. Love Debbie