Friday, February 19, 2010

paranoia or intuition..

well, here I go again.. and not sure which it is.. Curt said it could be hormones.. (that would be a man's response) but i'd be willing to take anything.. over it being an intuition of what's going on in my body.. just feeling new pains and a variety of them throughout my body.. and it's freaking me out.. to the point of crying.. My appt. is March 4th but there was no ct scan ordered for this follow up.. that's got me worried to death.. this is usually normal for me.. but why so bad this time.. i don't know.. good news is we are going on our cruise next week.. hoping i can keep entertained and busy to keep my mind off of it.. we are going to hit an item on my bucket list... :-) Swimming with the dolphins.. so excited about that.. well, that is where I am for now.. please pray for strength and sanity for me.. thanks so much.
Debbie

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You and your beautiful family are in our prayers. God is Good!

Anonymous said...

I know that it is a daily worry, but you know you are coming up on the 2 year mark, that makes it harder than anything wondering if you are going to beat that mark. AND YOU WILL!!! You are going to beat it with flying colors. Don't let the devil get you down now. You have beat it! YOU ARE THE BELIEVER AND WE BELIEVE IN YOU!!! Your trip is coming up and you need to keep your head up and keep on smiling.
You are my ROCK when I get down so come on and BELIEVE. You are fine...

Anonymous said...

Prayers,prayers,prayers,you will find comform in gods hands and he can heal sickness, relieve stress, and give you all the hope and love that is needed. Believe in your self and God and all things are possible.
I Love You!
Your Hubby...Toot Toot;-}