WHEW!

Seems like a "life time" since I've been here.!!! Hello.. Hello.. Hello.. hear the echo.. :-) My friends I remain blessed. It appears my work here is not finished. Let's see if I can catch you up a bit. Went from working at the school to full time at our gym OMG! All Star Gym. It has taken off like a rocket. Curt doing good, at the same job. Chey grown like a bad weed! I'm proud to say she has learned to set goals for herself and meet them.. Cassie is at TJC, Tori at UT Austin. Feels like you put 5 dice in your hands and throw them and they scatter everywhere.. but its a good thing.
I recently had a PET Scan! Been praying the doc would let me get one for piece of mind. And... all looks good. I may be experiencing some minor effects from the radiation or it could just be 'old age'. Gonna see a specialist in Nov. for a few test but nothing major.
I find myself caught up in everyday life, hustle and bustle of it all.. and got out of the habit of the things I preached about when cancer was the biggest thing I had to worry about. But I do have those ahh moments.. the reminders about life and whats important. Guess I let my glasses get fogged up with smudge everynow and then.. as we all do.
So today, this is about remembering how proud I was that I saw through a different set of glasses than others becasue of the threat of what cancer could do.. and getting back to seeing and living the mindset that every day is a gift.. live it and SEE IT. I pray that this reminder reaches someone to do the same. May God Bless you in a special way today.

Inspiration..

Dear friend in need.. I know you are worried and upset.. crying is absolutly ok! Do it for however long you need.. because when you can't cry anymore you begin your road to becoming stronger.. NEVER be afraid to ask for prayers and pray yourself. What you are going through is scary, I found comfort in writing what i was feeling and going through.. even before starting this blog. Those feelings and emotions are good to write down.. write, read and write more.. it helps! I promise.. Then, start your bucket list.. anything! anything you have wanted to do but haven't. Big or small. It took a bit for me to realize that I had been given a gift to see how I should be living life to the fullest EVERY DAY.. I've been reminded a lot lately hearing about all these recent wrecks with teenagers and adults.. how quickly a life can be taken without ever seeing all our gifts in life.. I started thinking... it may not be cancer that kills me.. but it was the word cancer that woke me up from a hum drum routine to not missing a minute of each day. I'm praying for you.. and hope that my words can help in some way. Call me about a time Tuesday! i'll be there for you if you want me to.. even sit there with you with one of those ridiculus half top one snap floral tops they give you to wear. lol.

Happy New Year!

Hello. Long time no talk. To say I've been busy is an understatement. Think i'm gonna slow down just a tad. Naaa life is to much fun. :-) I'm doing very well. Going to the doctor this month. Haven't been in 6 months! ugh.. good and bad. good cuz my leash is longer bad cuz I feel like what if I wait to long. I've known this all along.. but it's in Gods hands.. he knows my plan and I am to continue living and not sweating it.. I'm excited about 2011. God bless you all in your 2011 plans.