HEY..

Hey there.. long time no talk. :-) I'm doing great!! Cheerleading is over and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Not that I didn't love it.. but I lived it.. EVERYDAY.. I kinda have a hard time multi tasking when I have a project that big going on. This week I have got soooo many things checked off my list. It is awesome and feels really good!! By the way, I'm bragging on my lil cheer team. Took 1st place at competition.. they were awesome and I'm not just saying that.. and they were so cute the next day all of them were still in uniforms with make up and big ol hair bow.. so excited probably fell asleep that way. I'm waiting for some good pics to come in to share with you.. Also very pumped my family is coming in for Thanksgiving.. planning on having a great time here at the house. so I just wanted to check in say hi, tell ya'll I love ya and how I'm doing. Be thankful and blessed and I'll talk to you again soon. Love always. Debbie

The Day After

Hello friends.. doing good. Yesterday's report was GOOD. I'm so blessed and might I say relieved. CT scan looked good.. Pelvic exam was good.. I'm good for another 3 months. I know it's weird but I told Curt yesterday I was afraid to go in to confident but I felt good about my appointment.. So good for another 4 months which will be close to my 2 YEAR date of being diagnosed. Exciting. It's a beautiful day outside today.. I'm able to open my eyes and see and enjoy again. At least for 4 more months.. haha.. Thank you all for the prayers. Love Debbie

eeeemotional...

Ok the best way I can explain it is when you are in the beginning of pms.. without the bloating.. well, I wouldn't call my stomach bloated.. just normal.. but everything that can make you want to cry will.. music on the radio, kissing your daughter and telling her you love her when you drop her off at school. a little boy upset this morning that his dad isn't going to let him see his momma. I hugged him and held back tears.. I need tomorrow to get here like no tomorrow. :-@ Hugs and kisses. Deb

Mixed NUTS

I'm back again.. I just read my emails here at work to find out that one teacher found out her husband has cancer.. pretty bad.. and another note of someone else having cancer.. then the 20 year old girl who died in a car accident Sunday.. the news around is saddening.. I want to cry.. but trying to hold it in. especially here at work.. might need to slip off somewhere and get it out.. holding it in isn't good. deep breath let it out slowly.. Pray for me, and pray for these families who are suffering right now...

discombobulated.. debbie

This week.. it's discombobulated Debbie.. yesterday i forgot my purse and phone at home.. today my keys.. it's crazy. I've really been tied up with cheerleading getting ready for competition next week.. which is good i guess because I'm not thinking about my dr. appt. but deep down.. maybe I am. I'm praying all things are good.. I feel like they will be... I've taken the day off, to worry in the morning and celebrate after the appt. it isn't until like noon.. i mean why couldn't i be the first appt for the day.. that would have been much better. I know you guys are praying for me and I feel it. Thank you. I'll let you all know after I find out something on Thursday. in the meantime.. maybe i can keep myself combobulated for a few more days.. :-) Have a blessed day. Debbie

Getting tired

I've gotta learn to say NO every once in a while.. I'm soooo tired.. course this weather isn't helping.. cold and wet makes me want to stay in bed. Got so much going on just need a day or two of nothing.. but i don't know if i could pull that off.. it's not in my nature.. I do have slowing down on my to do list.. haha.. but then I have an Anniversary coming up, Chey's birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas.. and so on.. good news is .. I HAVE IT ALL COMING UP.. I"M Here for it.. :-) I've just gotta learn to slow down and enjoy it.. so I'll try to get some rest tonight and keep on moving.. :-) next week.. big appt. :-)
have a good day. Deb

Writing again

Well, if me writing more often in my blog doesn't tell you how I'm doing... I wake up thinking I gotta go write in my blog so I can get my worries off my mind. It's soooo stupid I know.. I'm feeling fine.. sometimes that little ache or pain makes me stop and think... oh my what if.. when really ... I'm sure it's old age.. haha.. I also think you know if they would have seen something they would have called already.. making it urgent.. you know. My faith will pull me through but it's only natural to have some of these worries. thanks again for listening.. I'm sure I'll be back here soon. Love always.
Debbie